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This afternoon, there’s nothing I crave more* than to cry on someone’s shoulder, be heard, be held and be understood.
That’s*All.
I love how being around water makes me feel like a kid again - it creates the biggest smile on my face & my skin involuntarily craves to be touched by it.
I could sit near the pool banks the entire day but there’s just* something about being in it- the pool allows me to forget about the world - it reminds me to stay true to who I am. It’s amazing how once I’m ensconed in water, I feel the sense of being cleansed from both my mistakes & my sins.
People think I love swimming because I’m good at it & it’s a form of exercise. That’s true, undeniable in fact. But little do they know, that swimming keeps me humble & its near the pool that I feel my heart, my soul, my body & my mind are at absolute peace.
06:51 AM.
Kelebogile Makonya ♥|*
“Dear Diary.”
(My actual* diary is too far for this _ Forgive me)
It’s 01:17 AM_
Pretty much past my Sunday bedtime.
I blame it on Facebook. It’s the second time I’ve done this - reading specific posts and notes on a particular wall - & of course, they are associated with the young lady he loved before me.
I LOATHE* comparing_
But as I’m about to close this icon and head into slumber, I’ve come to realize that I could never* be better than her. They shared countless experiences - It’s CRAZY.
He loved her more than, probably, the world (Ok. Maybe I’m exaggerating but still*, you get what I mean. Right?)
My heart knows that he still* loves her though. She definitely loves him too (she’s a girl, how could she not??) …
*inhales & exhales*
“Accept it Kelebogile_ You’re not her. Never will be.
Only the Lord Knows where you’re going with this one*”.
Ok. I’ve had enough of this ridiculous train of thought.
That’s it from me this morning.
21/05/2012,
Kay_M ♥|*
I Am a Young Woman of This* (:♥
(Source: staypositive.me, via littlemissbeanie)
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